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| 09:02am 28/04/2005 |
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WOW. i have not been in here is FOREVER! but hey.. thats ok i have a xanga name and i update really regular on there. its Devinedamsel if anyone wants it. but yeah. im going to go now. bye! |
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| 01:25pm 07/03/2005 |
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mood:  annoyed music: dfdstgdsgs
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hey!! im in english and reading papers for the meap tests next week.... im bored... so im not reading... hehe imma dork like that... i dont care tho.... Jarryd is all like shannon this shannon that.. its starting to make me kind of mad but i kno that he likes her alot alot alot but gah!! we are leaving out of the computer lab... peace... bitches.. |
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| 11:11pm 12/02/2005 |
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mood:  crappy music: Lita Ford & Ozzy Osbourne.. If I closed my eyes forever...
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[x] bored. [x] happy. [ ] swedish. [ ] Hawaiian. [ ] Samoan. [ ] Filipino. [ ] Korean. [ ] British. [x] white. [x] Canadian. [ ] black. [ ] hispanic. [ ] Irish. [ ] Asian. [ ] German. [ ] Indian.(india indian) [ ] Italian. [ ] French. [x] a mutt or mix of everything. [ ] Indonesian. [ ] Jewish. (somewhat...not the religion though) [ ] short. [x] in between. [ ] tall. [ ] grounded. [x] sick. [x] mad. [x] lazy. [x] single. [ ] taken. [x] looking. (sort of) [ ] currently sleeping with someone [ ] not looking. [x] brokenhearted. [x] IMing someone. [ ] scared to die. [x] tired. [x] sleepy. [x] annoyed. [ ] hungry. [x] thirsty. [ ] on the phone. [x] in your room. [x] drinking something. [ ] eating something. [x] in your pjs. [x] ticklish. [x] listening to music. [ ] watching TV.
Have you...
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex. [x] kissed a member of the same sex. [ ] crashed a friend's car. [ ] been to Japan. [ ] ridden in a taxi. [x] been in love. [x] been dumped. [x] shoplifted. [ ] been fired. [x] been in a fist fight. [ ] snuck out of my parent's house. [ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex. [ ] ever dated someone of the same sex. [x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [ ] been arrested. [ ] made out with a stranger. [ ] stole something from a job. [ ] celebrated New Years in Times Square. [ ] gone on a blind date. [x] lied to a friend. [ ] had a crush on a teacher. [ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] been to Europe. [x] skipped school. [ ] slept with a co-worker. [ ] been married. [ ] gotten divorced. [ ] had children. [ ] seen someone die. [ ] been to Africa. [ ] had a crush on one of my myspace friends. [ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert. [x] been to Canada. [ ] been to Mexico. [ ] been on a plane. [ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [x] thrown up. [x] purposely set a part of myself on fire. [x] been snowboarding. [x] met someone in person from the internet. [x] taken painkillers just to take painkillers [x] intentionally burned yourself. [x] miss someone right now [x] kissed just a friend. [x] have a crush on anyone right now. [x] ever been asked to a formal dance. [x] sick and tired of the opposite sex. [x] sick and tired of the same sex. |
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| 09:54pm 09/01/2005 |
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mood:  cranky music: Vienna.. Billy Joel
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Some would call me weird just because I am not like them. Some would call me a freak because i look different than they do. Some call me short just because i am vertically impaired, or they are tall. Some people say things but that is just their opinion, everyone has their own opinion some are just nicer than other. Judge me all you want just keep the verdict to yourself!
Vienna.
Slow down you crazy child You’re so ambitious for a juvenile But then if you’re so smart tell me why You are still so afraid?
Where’s the fire, what’s the hurry about? You better cool it off before you burn it out You got so much to do and only So many hours in a day
But you know that when the truth is told That you can get what you want Or you an just get old You’re gonna kick off before you even get halfway through When will you realize...vienna waits for you
Slow down you’re doing fine You can’t be everything you want to be Before your time Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight Too bad but it’s the life you lead You’re so ahead of yourself That you forfeit what you need Though you can see when you’re wrong
But you know you can’t always see when you’re right You got your passion you got your pride But don’t you know only fools are satisfied? Dream on but don’t imagine they’ll all come true When will you realize Vienna waits for you
Slow down you crazy child Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while It’s alright you can afford to lose a day or two When will you realize... Vienna waits for you.
....Yeah so thats like my new favorite song... fancy that... its also billy joel.... me liking him is jarryd's fault... me liking the song is 13 going 30's fault... |
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| 03:24pm 07/01/2005 |
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mood:  tired music: Micheal Jackson... THRILLER
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i dont come here very often... i post more in my xanga... but thats ok... hmmm... i dont kno what to say.... i have to go to work in 45 minutes..... yeah not that u care... but yeah... OMG i saw allison today i have not seen that bitch in FOREVER.. it was nice... but yeah... hmm... idk so imma go love u lots... PEACE |
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| 09:53pm 06/01/2005 |
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mood:  crappy music: rest in pieces... saliva
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So dark, so cold, so lonely No one else is here, I am the one and only
I sit here in the dark and think of my sad life I should have cut when I had the knife
To people I mean nothing. I was born this disgrace to the world.
I hurt inside real bad, no one cares to see my tears
Nothing can make me happy, that's not the way it goes I hide all my pain with a fake smile... I'll never let it show. |
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| 12:00am 29/12/2004 |
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mood:  envious music: Simple Plan... Welcome To My Life
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xOlunacyfringeOx (11:58:18 PM): wow. cRaZykiSsEs67 (11:59:01 PM): mom. xOlunacyfringeOx (11:59:13 PM): I get it.
amanda is a dir!!?! hehe :( joshie bit me and it hurt and im bruised and yeah... my ear hurts.... i think imma go to sleep i love u all... work sucked... i hung out with Jarryd Jess and Joshie.... and saw Stacy and Mandy and Brenda and Tony.... yeah we went to joshies house.... FUN TIMES... like the mailboxes..... but yeah... im out... love u BYE |
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| 06:07pm 27/12/2004 |
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mood:  gloomy music: Simple Plan...
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yeah so work sucks... i worked an hour yesterday and today... i work all this week so im not concerned about that... i SOO want my nose pierced momma says i can get it but mommy says no.... she said that shed make me take it out for work... which is bullshit bcuz nicole NEVER took hers out... but w.e... momma says she jus doesnt want me to get it done... but i want it sooo bad... and my lip... but im not so sure about that right now.. i jus want my nose done!?!... ive been told its ugly and ive been told its sexi... i think its cute.. i want it done... and the sexi was from the guy i like so it doesnt matter if sumone else thinks its ugly or not... right??... but gah idk.. im jus gonna go.. i love u all.. PEACE MOTHERFUCKERS....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESICACA!?!?! I LOVE U MAJOR |
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| 10:34pm 23/12/2004 |
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mood:  worried music: Styx Babe
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OMG NATE I LOVE U!?!?! and AMANDADADA hehe <3 major loves |
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| 10:38am 20/12/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: Victim of love... Eagles
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see no one loves me enough to comment :( |
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| HELP ME I HELPED YOU!?!?! |
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| 11:03pm 19/12/2004 |
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mood:  cranky music: Life in the fast lane... Eagles
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Give me 100... comments/spam in this entry. Or whatever, really. YOU, in particular, don't have to supply the whole 100... [Then post this in your journal and I'll return the favor.] |
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| 10:42pm 19/12/2004 |
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mood:  disappointed music: Babe-Styx
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yeah about that..... i dont really feel like posting so im not going to.... although i already did... yeah im ghey... bye |
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| 06:32pm 13/12/2004 |
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mood:  crushed music: tv in dennis's room
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Listen to your heart...But use your head...brush your teeth and go to bed... Close your eyes and dream sweet dreams... Life is much shorter than it seems... soon you'll grow up big it wont take long... so chase butterflies and watch the clouds... be a good boy/girl and make us proud......... I was reading Jon's journal and it made me sad... it was talking about alexis... and he said there sure as hell wont be sumone like her in this school again.. and i jus loved that... but i bought a picture frame last weekend and it had the above quote on it and i thought to was totally cute and it reminded me of alexis.... the whole listen to ur <3 but use ur head brush ur head and go to bed close ur eyes and dream sweet dreams life is much shorter than it seems... she was awesum as fuck... and i miss her... she really listened to her heart and didnt give a fuck what ppl thought... i love u for that... but im done getting all sad... PEACE MOTHERFUCKERS |
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| 10:24pm 09/12/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: Dennis's T.V.
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When is this nightmare gonna end. Im trapped within. So much i have to say. So much i have to do. So much more life to live. When do i reach the breaking point. Where do i go from here.
R.I.P Alexis.. we love u and will miss u we will never forget u. |
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| 08:42pm 08/12/2004 |
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mood:  ditzy music: saves the day
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xlunacyfringex (8:29:38 PM): Crawl The Warrior King cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:29:48 PM): haha cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:29:49 PM): YES cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:30:14 PM): i wanna ask jarryd if he named his penis.. . but thatd be kinda weird then again hes like the only one that i actually would ask... cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:31:01 PM): wow sorry that was random xlunacyfringex (8:31:27 PM): lol xlunacyfringex (8:31:29 PM): you should cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:32:18 PM): do u have a name for ur penis..... that sounds funny xlunacyfringex (8:32:49 PM): lol. cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:33:19 PM): if i was a guy id name mine trixie xlunacyfringex (8:34:22 PM): I'd name my Dixie cRaZykiSsEs67 (8:34:31 PM): haha xlunacyfringex (8:34:36 PM): lol
cRaZykiSsEs67=Me xlunacyfringex=Amanda
Hey ty u might be able to help me out on this one!!?! i really do wanna kno why guys wanna name them!?!! |
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| 08:28pm 07/12/2004 |
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mood:  calm music: Yugiho theme song... tv...
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its pearl harbor all over again!?!! aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... minus the whole attack from china... uh... yeah!... today was a bad day again... seems like im having alot of them... im always such an ass to my bestest best friend and it makes me feel bad and gah im sorry babys i love to death and imma dumb woman and take shit out on u all the time :( but i love u still VERY VERY much... anyway i have had a headache all day and i slept and it went away for like the first hour i was awake but then it came bak... i fucking hate sinus headaches... oh well... shit happens.. but imma go i feel like crap and imma go to sleep... major loves.. PEACE MOTHERFUCKERS!?!! |
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| 09:44pm 06/12/2004 |
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mood:  okay music: Emery
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ok this morning i woke up at 7 and i was pissed bcuz i woke up late and i didnt feel good and ppl were jus pissing me off... i developed a headache over the morning.... 4th hour i was a REAL bitch to babys and then lunch i saw Mckeon omg he is fucking gorgeous.. anyway i was ok 5th hour and 6th hour i was ok to start with then fucking ppl would not stop talking so i couldnt do my work so i got pissed... 7th hour... fuck me... so boring and omg soo much work to do... i HATE econ i dont give a shit about politics and neither do i care to learn about em... next semester im going to totally fucking fail government... thats depressing... maybe ill take it pass/fail... hmmm... but anyway after all day being on sum bullshit i had to go to work.. i HATE pizza and yet i fucking make them... but i saw jake omg he is fucking gorgeous as well.. and then christy was the closing manager.. and boy oh boy did we have fun.. it was me deanna and christy working and christy is HILarous and i jus love my sister to death :D but yeah so work cheered me up for a minute.. then me and jarryd got into a disagreement if u will and then i got all grred again... so basically this day sucked... but then jarryd jus said the cutest thing...
cRaZykiSsEs67 (9:42:59 PM): koreans... ONiFic GoD (9:43:24 PM): i kno ONiFic GoD (9:43:25 PM): they smell
cRaZykiSsEs67 = Me ONiFic GoD = Jarryd
hehe.. im in an ok mood now bcuz im done bitching and i have friends who love me :D hehe i love u all.. PEACE MOTHERFUCKERS!?!! |
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| 05:17pm 05/12/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: Still Frame- Trapt
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please help cuz im breaking down this pictures frozen and i cant get it out of it!!!!!!!!!?????!! believe me im jus as lost as u..... hehe i love u guys.. im soo borededededed but i guess thats ok... i have been all day... hmmm... i think imma go sleep.... PEACE MOTHER FUCKERS |
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| 11:51am 05/12/2004 |
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mood:  rejected music: The Used
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yeah so uh i jus woke up... hehe im eating wheat chex!?!! JUSTIN!?! its ur fault.. no not really they jus kick ass so i eat them... but last night i changed my xanga all around... batman is now the background :) i LOVE batman he is SEXI... yeah.. my bak hurts :( and my knee but thats bcuz joshie bruised it :( ..... uh i have nohting to talke about bcuz my day has not started yet... but i will talk to u guys in here later.. i love u all... PEACE MOTHERFUCKERS!?! |
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| 01:12pm 04/12/2004 |
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mood:  crushed music: 80s music
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ok so i was suppose to go to work with daddy right and well he came over and i was all ready to go.. then he was like oh imma have a cup of coffee i was like ok... so then he and moms talked for like an hour.... then he was like well i dont kno if im really up to going to do this job i was like ok w.e do it in the spring then so he left and yeah now i get to spend all day home until i have to work which is sucky but to make things worse i feel emotionally like shit i dont wanna be here right now and i dont wanna have to go to work and GAH i jus dont wanan be but im nice and good right now.. PEACE MOTHERFUCKERS... |
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